The unknown crush

crush- it is a beautiful word, the only good thing that happens to us is we find our first crush. at first we don't get it and we are like why am i in a movie in which my heart is racing by seeing a girl or a guy. the excitement  of them passing by or smiling at us is the best experience in anybody's life. everyone's first crush is the most special because we feel the oxytocin for the very first time and it is so good that we feel like we are a in a music video. it gives you chills even if you think about it . the first crush is always the best because its special to us and it may be one sided but it is all our. when we remember our first crush we always have a smile on our face because it cant be a bad experience. crush is like a piece of chocolate cake after a month of hard work. its like a cold breeze in a middle of a hot day its like the first sip of tea in a rainy day. i know its too much but it what it is. the fun begins when you get to see them everyday they are around you. you must remember the first time you waited for them outside your class or the tuition. when your group gets to know you have a crush they wont stop taunting you with their name and obviously you ask them to stop but inside you feel nice. the group gets more excited about them coming to school or tuition than you. i know even i have tried to talk to them but what happens you don't get the courage, or you feel like sharing your feeling will push them away so you let them be and enjoy from a distant. the most amazing thing is staring at them just looking them exist its so cute, you think to yourself how can someone be so cute and do things so nicely.

 let me tell you the truth everyone does that. there are so many kinds of crush the school kind the tuition kind but the most amazing is the unknown crush. this crush means you don't know them you don't go to the same school or tuition but you instantly feel attracted to them, and for that moment you feel like the breeze is more cooling everything is in slow motion and then bam your crush passes by you and the dream is gone. you know you will never see them you will never get to know their name their hobbies , their relationship with you but you don't try because only that one time is enough for you to make it a good memory. you see that one meeting , that one eye contact , that once smile is enough for you to live with. i know when you are reading this there is alot of people coming in your mind you can imagine the first time you felt that for someone. one thing i wanna clear is that no one has one crush i mean you can have all the crushes but the most exciting one is the unknown one because the only thing you can appreciate is the one time you saw them or talk to them or smiled at them or passed by them.

 if you think about this generation they have complicated so many things that the smile thing as a crush is also too much for them and the feeling of unknown will never come to them because the unknown makes them jump into conclusions and make the anxious, but some times making things easy is letting them be as it is